The long river atlas
New boat on water for seven thousand miles
The engine keeps coughing
I lower my voice and travel across the warm town
Afraid that my hatred being exposed
Fishers and buyers resent each other
Embrace each other
Every person deposes every person
Cities on both sides have turned their backs
I will not go ashore
Join their fireworks
I curse all the books I have read
All the road I have traveled
All the performance I have displayed
All the vulnerabilities I have shown
Either be ugly
Or be weak
Or be hypocritical
There are no goddess for people to believe in
I detest the high and sharp faith
The translucent and picturesque long river
And all indubitable love
I loathe people screaming over the river
Celebrating their existences
I loathe the praise of life
Sorrow higher than happiness
Purity higher than life
New boat on water for seven thousand miles
The engine keeps coughing
I lower my voice and travel across the warm town
Afraid that my hatred being exposed
Fishers and buyers resent each other
Embrace each other
Every person deposes every person
Cities on both sides have turned their backs
I will not go ashore
Join their fireworks
I curse all the books I have read
All the road I have traveled
All the performance I have displayed
All the vulnerabilities I have shown
Either be ugly
Or be weak
Or be hypocritical
There are no goddess for people to believe in
I detest the high and sharp faith
The translucent and picturesque long river
And all indubitable love
I loathe people screaming over the river
Celebrating their existences
I loathe the praise of life
Sorrow higher than happiness
Purity higher than life